CRICKET CIP at feiyue day care centre

DIY xmas socks by bertha (the one on ur right) and I

this was done by the tcer there.

regine and her sock.

qianhui, who calls herself qian qian hui hui, drew me a froggie too.

and i pinned it on my chest.

eunice, who looks kinda gloomy and glum every time.

but she admitted that she's rather talkative and noisy at hme, unlike nw.

children are supposed to be innocent and obedient.

but a number of the kids there arent like that at all.

so try to keep ur kids at hme w ur parents, in-laws or nannies, nt in a childcare centre. aft which, i went to watch the golden compass w bro. nicey nice nice! anw we can all like watch it online.

went for a short trip to msia, kuala kangsar last wkend, to visit my greatgrandmother. my dad visited her in sept and she was still able to talk loudly, sit, walk and hve her own meals. 2mnths ltr, she's bedridden and cant evn hand us angbaos. poor old lady. and the adults are mentally prepared for her to leave. death's a goddamn frightening thought. i've tried to envision life aft death, many many times. will i be send to a beautiful garden where i'll see my ahgong agn and my yeye for the first time and all relatives? i kinda like that cause everyone will be tog agn. and what will the feeling be when i'm lying in the coffin and then cremated? will it hurt? can i scream out in pain and beg them to let me out? but i think they wont be able to hear my cries cause they'll be bz crying and mourning for me (hopefully). i've tried to imagine my own funeral too, and was wondering which pic shld i put up. what abt life before birth? what were we doing? nobody knws. and it sucks nt knowg. and that's my greatest fear - death. and why must be everyone and anyone die?

anw my greatgrandmother is actually my greatgrandstepmother. my family tree is kinda complicated, cause of the no of wives my greatgrandfathers hve. and i found out that i'm a quarter indonesian, a quarter chinese and half msian. okay, no big deal. and the trip was horrid cause the headlights of the coach were malfunctioning. then we had to take our own bus back, like wth.