every family has different styles of upbringing.
and mine emphasises the importance of education.
and there's no point in challenging that.

and my parents always believe that stg or anything will intervene with my studies lah.
that's why they always restrict me to do certain stuff or take any risks.
but they dun reali push us to study, excludin my bro who needs plenty of pushin.
however there would be constant reminders to exercise our brains.
in other words - study

was chattin wif my parents jus nw.
den my dad was sayin: ' you all are lucky.so you better use this opportunity to study and pass on the luck to ur offsprings. in spore, everything also need education...'

lol.
and my dad nvr fails to remind me of the tym when i was young and showed real fear on
my face.
den he would lowered his hand till his knee, remindin me that i used to be so short and small
and recalled that incident for lyk the umpteen time.
that tym, he was hiding behind a pillar and i couldnt find him.
so naturally i ran and looked for him lah.
and after sayin this, he would nvr fail to laugh.
funny meh.

my mum.
she sometimes says stuff that mkes me feel lyk stabbing her.
but she's one terrific mum when it comes to the hands-on stuff.
it sometimes mkes her seem lyk she cant cant do nth.
ahha.
sometimes she damn crappy lah.
sing songs to compliment herself as being a da mei nu.

my 5yr old gap twin.
nvr fails to think abt her siblings lah.
and i owe her lyk $50.
she treats me real nice lah.
though she sometimes order me arnd to do her chores lyk fillin up her water bottle.

and my taller than us bro.
the gd thing abt him is that he dun bear grudges lah.
sometimes after sayin those realli mean stuff to him, i feel guilty lah.
but afterwhile he seems to haf forgtten it.
oh yahh.
i'm gonna haf to see him everyday in sch.
wonder if it's torture or bliss.

anyway i'm so broke and i owe ppl $$ lah.
and i'm so far back in my studies lah.
din even complete any of my hwk.
i bet those studious ppl frm my klas haf probably revised the whole sec 3 syllabus
in the past 2 mnths lah.
and wad haf i done?
NOTHING.
shit me man.
i'm one complacent pig.

these nites i haf been weird dreams lah.
lol.it's funny lah.oh yahh.
recalled one. it was abt my prom.
spastic lah.shant say or ppl will luff at me.

had drill today at houg stadium.
practised for orientation.
oh yahh.
saw xuelin when i was headin for tuition.
her eye sight was actually pretty gd considerin the fact that
she wasnt wear her specs when she spotted me walkin past the specs shop.
her sis is tall for a pri4 gal lah.
how great.

anway.
glad to noe black.
though black is most of the time bad.
but still...

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yawns 10:39 PM
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