jus when i thot i haf everything.
i begin to lose it all.

nth's worth it my life animore.
except for my family n frens.

my achievement in studies and band means nth to mi animore.
it's reali nt worth my tym.my parents' money.my breath.and my feelings.

nonono.

nw i regret optin for such a competitive klas.
how stupid can i be?

band is another big problem.
next tym i will jus go band prac and do wad i'm suppose to do.
nth else.
my passion in band is driftin away.

y do i haf to owaex keep up to ppl's expectations?
if i cant study well. den i jus cant study well.
if i cant play well. den i jus cant play well.
y do i haf to push myself so hard?

dis isn't living life to de fullest.
it's jus pushin myself way out of my limits.

broke down todae.
in front of ppl k.
under normal circumstances. i wouldn't haf done tt lorx.
it proves stg.
i reali cant withstand my life nw.

cos of tt stupid tty lahx.
keep mutterin stupid stuff.
argh!

thkx for being concerned yahh.

luo er. thkx for ur advice. comforting words. compliments. ur listening ears. and ur hug! i luv u!

NOTE: dun push mi to de limits.

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yawns 10:34 PM
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